So today I say goodbye to a substance called alcohol, that successfully consumed 80% of 40 years of my 60 years on this earth so far. It successfully took over the way I thought and behaved and functioned in various degrees for all those years.
It stole my life without me even realizing it. It consumed my whole life and left a path of sad broken hearts and sometimes even destruction and I did not even realize it was all my own doing. I lost complete touch of what was right and what was wrong, what actually mattered.
It is all lost – lost memories – I struggle to remember everyday events because i was living in another world. My 5 children were born, grew up and now all gone to live their own lives and I missed most of it because I was not thinking with a sober mind. This I deeply regret and alcoholism stole that from me and I can never ever replace what’s gone. All I can do is try to reconnect and regain their trust.
I have been plus/ minus six months sober. I had been realizing for the last 15 years I had issues with alcohol and no matter what I tried or did I just could not change what I was beginning to realize was becoming a real problem. Six months ago I sat one day late afternoon and realize I could not carry on this way and had to end this downward spiral – I was out of control. On this day I eventually reached out and the right person was there to catch me and that day was the beginning of the end.
I first thought I would learn to moderate but over the months came to the absolute definite realization that this would never be and I was good with that.
I now live a totally sober life. I do not miss anything about the substance and have complete control of my life and absolutely loving it.
So today I happily bid farewell and am confident I will never go back and look forward to the years I have left living a clean healthy life and lifestyle.
Edelgard
I am so proud of we’re I stand today.
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Kings hold on to down tigers from the jungle – an act which comes with a heavy price, since every tiger killed has its paw and tail cut off – to collect the treasure – which is then stolen by the natives.
The show – which comes on at the end of August – features four of the nation’s most popular superstars.
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He has taken his dogs and was on the water about 3km from the park at the time when he heard a loud boom and a strong sound.
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Another neighbour, Rob McBriar, said he had seen “a great deal of water, some of it just spilled all over the street.”
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Water from an open well is also causing some problems for his neighbour’s garden.
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“I thought if someone is going to go swimming he should have the same right to access the water as we do and they should use the water we don’t see running through the well.”
The residents want a proper water treatment system put in place and said it was necessary to monitor and control this, in an area where water quality has been at risk.
“We need to make sure people don’t run into a situation in which they go out and then come back to find water has stopped flowing down the well,” Mr McBriar said.
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