Dear Mrs Smirnoff
How I have been battling to get you out of my mind for weeks if not months now.
You have clearly become an obsession with me. I have known for more than 7 years that I am an ALCOHOLIC, there is no two ways about that!
I have been without your “friendship” for 4 years and there you were again!!! I went looking for you and I found you my devious “friend”. You got your claws right back into me again……………but guess what? This time I am ready for a fight and I am going to win, just watch me Mrs Smirnoff.
I hear your voice loud and clear every day, trying to get me to find you again, please go away and leave me alone. I am saying no to you my “friend” …… definitely for today, we will see what tomorrow brings.
Please let me go and let me be me or let me rather say; I am gonna let you go my “friend” and I am gonna be me, be the best that I can be without your devious “Friendship”.
The Secret Affair that you and I had for so long is out in the open! Everyone knows about you! There is no-more hiding you away. I have been hiding you everywhere in my house but your time is up Mrs Smirnoff. I made up my mind to live without you and with the help, understanding and True Friendship from Mrs Sobriety I know that I WILL make it.
I said good bye to you on the 31August and have been talking to my New True Friend Mrs Sobriety every day.
Good bye Mrs Smirnoff…………….go well.
01 Sept 2018 – New beginnings!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is my next step to a sober, free and happy life. I am willing to grow and yes, I am going to grow into Sobriety. No more temptations, or should I say, no more giving into Temptations!
I want this and I am going to get it, that’s for sure!
Here’s to New Beginnings and Growth😊